~~Halfway Broken~~

I think I'm sliding out.

My mind is losing it.

I can't make sense

Of who I used to be--

But there's something

Wrong with me.

I remember the sadist,

I remember the cruel

And the cold--

Is that who I am?

I thought I'd

Changed.

I thought I'd

Stopped this....

Wasn't I

Better?

Wasn't I

Better than this?

I don't want

To tear them in two...

So why am I

So tempted

To make them scream?

Why do I

Want to hear them cry?

Why do I

Want to end their lives?

I'm halfway broken,

But I thought I

Was so close to whole....

I thought I

Was better.