~~I Promise~~

I promise I'll control

The broken parts of me;

You'll never need to see

What happens when I'm alone.

I promise I'll contain

Every bit of insanity;

You'll never need to see

My eyes turn gold.

I promise I'll survive

Everything I say I suffer;

You'll never need to see

Me running away.

I know you don't believe

That this okay;

But you'll never need to know

I'm breaking inside.

I know you don't believe

That this is survivable;

But you'll never need to believe

I'm strong enough.

I know you don't believe

That this isn't a lie;

But you'll never need to understand

I'm dying without you.

Is it meaningless to fight

For someone that doesn't see?

I guess it doesn't matter

That you don't believe in me.