~~Am I Too Lost?~~

Am I being selfish

By wishing for my dreams?

Am I playing games

By pretending it's not what it seems?

Am I being cold

By saying I'm alone?

Am I being hurtful

By saying you're the best I've ever known?

Am I being a liar

By pushing you away?

Am I being a lover

By keeping you today?

Which one am I?

I can't decide--

The possibilities shift

As my mind begins to slide.

Push me away!

I'm begging you

Give me a reason to go--

I can never be true.

Tell me you hate me!

I'm terrified of love.

I can't handle it--

Push me down until the mourning dove.

I can't believe you

When you say I'm good:

I'm not your girl, you know

You know me more than anyone ever should.

Why did you choose me?

Why did you want me?

I'm not the one you need.

I'll just cause you agony.

Am I too lost

To be trusted?

I certainly think so--

I can't be adjusted.

I'm losing myself.

I'm losing control.

Push me away--

I'll never be whole.