Monday, September 16, 2013

~~It Should Hurt Less~~

The pain should decrease
(At least that's what you said)
It should get easier
(That's what you promised me)

We're still distant, but it's okay
(I wish I could believe that)
It's going to get better
(I know that. It has to)

I love you so much
(I wish I knew what to do)
You're a wonderful man
(Too bad you aren't here)

Darling, I'll give you anything
(There's nothing more I can give)
What you give me is enough
(But I promise it still hurts)

Stay with me
(I would die without you)
I'll forever be with you
(I promised you that)

It will hurt less
(I love it when it hurts)
You make me so happy
(When it doesn't feel like it's killing me....)

I will fight for you
(It's hurting me so much)
I won't give up on us
(I don't know what else to do.)

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

~~Still Works~~

I know it sucks
I know it hurts
But, hey, it still works
The world is dark
It still hurts
But my mind is fine
I'm still sane,
I'm still going strong.
I know it hurts.
I know it hurts....
I promise it's going to hurt.
But it works...
It always works.
Just stay strong,
Smile and breathe.
Make it work....
Fake it till it works....
Make it good....
Come on, just make it good.
It'll work.
I promise it'll work,
Even though I know it will hurt.
Make it through
Stay true to you.
Cling to the dreams
That race through your mind....
I know they'll fade
But for now
Just make them work.
Don't question your methods
Don't ask why.
That's just asking to die.
Move on and make it go.
Move on and let it go.
Just make it work.
Please, just make it work.
Will be okay
If you just
Make it work.
Smile and fake it
Smile and move on...
Smile and take it
Smile and make it work.
Broken one
Maybe you
Will make it work....
Just believe
That faking it
Still works.

Monday, September 9, 2013


We don't exist

We don't really exist.

It's a broken world

It's not here.

Let us go,

Let us be.

I want to get out--

But this is all.

Which way out

Or which way in?

Is it a simulated dream?

Or a broken thing?

~~I am Alive: Catching Up Post~~

Hello again, dearest ones!

I know, it has been a long time, was it not?

Dearest ones, I apologize.

First, I will make a quick list...

1. I went on a four-week trip at the start of summer. Paris, France. Bacharach, Germany. Brussels, Belgium. Amsterdam, the Netherlands.

2. The trip went incredibly well.

3. Summer was relaxing. Minecraft was a lot of fun. Oh, if you want to get your Facebook filled with my Minecraft world, add TheMansion PlaysMinecraft.

4. I'm back at school now. It seems to be going pretty well, actually. I like all my courses, even though it will be a bit difficult.

5. Joseph is still head over heels for me, and is dreaming about me.

6. The Mansion is working on leaving everyone for now.

7. I am tired.

That's a very brief overview. More might be covered later on.

For now, I'm in history class.

Love you.


Was this place abandoned?
Was it left?
It is unknown, undecided.
Was it discontinued?
Was the gap between then and now
Too large to bridge?
Was I silent for too long?
What occurred?
A victory, or defeat?
I will not
Leave you to wonder:
This blog