~~Sometimes, I Don't Believe~~

You know what? It's time for a

Quick confession on this blog of truths

It's time I came clean about something

Sometimes, I don't believe I'm....

Sane. I don't believe I'm sane

I lost it all, including my brain

I watched my world burn again and again

And I really don't know when

I'll lose it all again

My heart races now, clinging to life

If I keep on balancing

Won't I be cut by the knife?

If I plummet off the edge

Will anybody catch me?

If I fall into the ocean

Will the rocks be there to greet me?

With their familiar faces

Familiar voices

Hateful glances

And endless choices

Will they be there to greet me?

Will they be there to make me?

All the people I left behind?

All the people I hurt and ran from?

Will they be there to greet me

If I can no longer run away

All the anchors of yesterday

Will keep me from drifting away

On tomorrow's gloomier seas

I know I'll make it, but I

Don't wanna run any more...

Will they be there to greet me?

Do they realize I don't believe

How sane I am?

Do they realize I don't feel

Like I can go on for much longer....

Do they realize I'm burning out

That all the emotions I'm churning out

Will one day make me greet them?