~~Normal Days, Darker Haze~~

Everything seems to drift away

As hard as I cling to you

I feel you pull away

As hard as I try

I feel myself push you away

I cling to you, cling to myself

Try to recall what I've been fighting for

Try to remember just what mattered

In the days when it doesn't matter

When it doesn't matter at all

I push myself down and stamp out

Every thought of leaving you behind

I whine and I whimper, trying not

To let the worry take over my mind

But it's far too late

I don't know why I'm so numb

I don't know why I'm so scared

I try so hard, but you're not really there

You feel so much that I can't share

And it's killing me inside

Even though my life has lessened

Even though my pain has gone

I still hide and I still scream

For the more that I relax

The more I'll fall at night

I don't want you to think that

I don't love you as much as I say

I don't want you to feel that

I am lying to you again

I want you to know

That I'm trying so damn hard

To make it out alive

I'm trying so damn hard

To let you in to where I can't shine

I'm trying to break down my walls

But every step that I take

Just makes me hurt more and more

But every movement that I make

Makes me worry that I'll regret it

But if love is blind

Then so am I

I'll love you til I die, and I

Will make it seem that we are true

I will love you til I die

And baby it's all for you

I don't care if it makes me hurt

I don't care if it makes me sad

I just want to love you

Until the day I die, so won't you

Keep me by your side?

Broken, but beautiful

Struggling, but oh so free?

Hurt and broken, but just wanting

To be your girl

Please, let me marry you....

Even as I fade, won't you

Keep me close by your side?

Won't you kiss me, tell me you love me?

Won't you make it all seem right?

I know you will....I know you will.....