~~I Might (Not) Leave~~

I'm not sure how much longer

I can stand it here

I'm not sure how much more

I can really take

I want so bad to stay

But there's too much loneliness

I want so bad to tough it out

But I ain't that strong

I want to be stronger

To make this last

But I don't think I can even try

To stay longer than I have

But, no, that's wrong

I can make it, right?

No one is stronger than me

No one is better than me

I can tough it out

I can make it through the night

There's an end, there's a brightness

There's something to chase

I can make it through the nightmares

I can make it through the haze

I can let it burn me down

For I'll just get back up

I won't die, and I won't give in

That's how I've been living for so long

I'm not going to give up

Just because of heartache

It's not the end

It's not goodbye

I'm not leaving

I'm right here, until I die

Don't worry, and don't you fear

I am staying right here

I'll give you my word if it helps:

I'm here until I die

Sure, things will be hard

And sure we'll grow up

Sure there will be doubts

But it'll be worth it in the end

I won't regret it

I won't examine it

It is what it is

And it's real

My friends, hold on to me

You know how much I hurt

My loves, take care of me

You know how hard it is

Don't abandon me now

Just because I doubt

Don't abandon me now

Because I need you with me

I'm far gone, but I'll

Be on my way back soon

I just need to breathe

I just need to breathe.....