~~I Am Through Lying Still~~

What's justice when we're so beaten

Down that we can barely breathe?

What's right when we're so drowned in tears

That we can never believe

That we never saw this before

And never believed it was real

What's justice when we can no longer feel?

What's right when we are always wrong?

I'm done listening to you say

I could've said no, I asked for it

I am done hearing how I'm a fool

And I caused everything on that day

I'm done thinking that I was wrong

For doing what I did

When all I did was what was asked

And nothing I should be punished for

I'm a kid, couldn't they understand

That I wasn't ready for it?

I'm a kid, couldn't they see

That I couldn't say no to it?

I can't say no, but that doesn't mean

That I am saying yes

I don't care what you think

This time, I'm speaking up

I've been hurt before, so I know it hurts

I've been beaten down, made to suffer

I've been left alone, and abandoned for good

God knows I've been left for dead

But this is the last time I let you hurt me

This is the last time I care

Get away from me if you value your life

I don't care any more!

If you think I look like a tasty morsel

Then be prepared to choke

I'm going to force you down

And make you regret every lie you spoke

And then I'll do my worst

I'll tell the truth, I swear I will

Condemn you to jail, and myself to shame

And isolation once again

But yet I feel it's worth it

I feel like you deserve it

My complete and utter ruination

In the name of vengeance

All innocence lost

All justice disappeared

All loyalty betrayed

All kindness tainted

The next person who tries to hurt me

Will be burned at the stake

The next person who lies to me

Will know what's at stake

I don't care any more if you want me back

I'm done lying still

I'm through letting you hurt me

So let me go; before I start to bite.